『 ABOUT MADMalice 』
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„She wasn't an usual kind of child but the one with the sad face and the one that used to talk as it's a grown up.She had everything but then on one sad day she realised that the toys that she used to play with are not real.She was only 5.The war destroyed her world of imagination and while holding her father's hand she asked herself where is mama? Not aware or strong enough to ask she made an another world in her head...world where children are born and live without their mothers.Easily she got used to that but her sad face didn't change it's appereance.(...)Then when she grow up a little her father was also gone.At this point she was old enough to know that world with children without their fathers won't help.The sun on her sky was gone!She is 20 today but the sad look on her face somehow changed to seducive one.She works hard and belives that her children won't have the same destiny as she did.She is creating a new sun without any cloud arround so that she can prow to the world that no metter how sad and tragic your life is you can still find a better day and continue with spreading a love that your heart is full with.Her mission is to give to the ppl many beautiful sunny days!....“
My childhood friend wrote this while we were in high school.It was an essay that we had to write related to knowelage of our best friend's early days.She wrote that and while she was reading it (this is just a part) I couldn't keep myself from tears.I love my bestie and everything she writes is like an sculpture, you can see and feel it's shape.Those are not just a words.Her words have soul.
And since I don't like to talk about myself in this meter so much I decided to post it. :)
And now the crazy part!
I'm akimikura My second name is MADMalice.And I'm serious! I'm 20 and I'm a second year on architecture university in Sarajevo, B&H (ex Yu ) I'm in love with Japan and everything related to it!I did a few projects related to Japan at the university under a free projecting subject and also I'm doing a research on Japanese traditional housing roof construction!That is why I hope I'll be able to travel to Japan one day and get a chance to see those amazing structures (in shrines and temples mostly) in reality.I study hard and I have a dream to make an innovation of traditional japanese housing connected with a modern world's architecture (but just a touch of it) so that I can make my master degree there considering this thematic.It sounds easy and already heard but it's much more complicated. Traditional japanese roof construction isn't in use in Japan these day at all. I love to draw (not only technical drawings) but fine art drawings such as portraits (I have an eye for the details ) I also write!Won a few local prices and disappointed my high school teacher by choosing architecture as my future profession!But the passion is a passion! Now I write for myself.Pathetic poetry, that's where I'm at my best xD lol I play piano (learned it since I was 5) and later one friend learned me how to hold on with the bass Well it showed up that I'm not such a talent for that kind of instrument! I wanted to play chello (so sexy no?) but I was to tiny to carry that instrument from home to school and back so they nicely asked me to forget about it if I wanna stay alive xD Later children didn't have to carry their chello with them but it was little to late fot me plus I fell in love with the mystery of the piano music! I speak fluently a few languages.German and english are at the top. My Japanese is poor It's my fault...I can't seat and learn it seriously!
Ppl call me MADMalice since I became huge fan of Malice Mizer! It all started in 2001.I had a few senior friends that had a chrush on Japanaese society, culture and history.They all were goth punks (it's sounds weird but that's what they looked like) something like after war rebelious generation.I was just a kid but liked to see my friends trying to copy japanese visual style.I didn't like that music that much but a few years later there was no video or song related to Malice Mizer (that I was first introduced to) that I didn't know about.Yeah...Mana was my OOOUUUUHHHH! Lovie <3 Many ppl went through that:“Is this really a boy!??“ phase, before they got into visualkei but I didn't ask myself such a thing when Mana_sama was in the question.(weird no O_o“) I accepted him as a boy on the first sight.I went slightly into that ghotic phase but in my case it wasn't anything extreme since I was too young and I went to catholic school where only a cross around the neck was allowed to wear and also related to gothic
How do we come to Gackt!?( that's what everyone wanna know)
This is how! I watched and watched MM videos and listened to their music but I was all over Mana each time so that my eyes were sort of blind for every other MM member.I knew that Gackt is hot and that was it.I lived for their fanservice moments...WAAAAAAH <3 But once I saw that MM VA movie and after seeing Gackt waking up beside that girl in the movie something changed my opinion in a sec and it didn't take too long for that information to come from my brain to my heart.It stopped and then it started to beat so fast.(like when you fell in love at first site) Oh my <3...the rest is history I should say, because it would take too long to discrabe all the phases I went htrough with my Gackt passion! To me he is not just a God!He is more than that!He is Human! Sometimes I feel like I already know him in person. He helped me many times while I went through some hard periods in my life.
Is there someone else?
Of course there is! But Gackt was and will forever stay my number one! I also like Manaaaaaa_samaaaaaa , Toshiya from Dir en Grey, Tora from Arisu, Miku from An Cafe, Hyde,Tomoya Nagase, Ando Masanobou, Tak Sakaguchi Tetsuji Tamayama,Takuya Kimura,Kinki Kids, Ayumi Hamasaki, Mika Nakashima and Utada Hikaru (I'm not bi but these last few girls are drop dead Gorgeous) I also listen to already mentioned bands.But I listen to all kind of music. From other asian stars I have to mention Takeshi Kaneshiro, Vic Zhou i Jerry Jan.
Thak you for reading my looooooong intro!

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